The truth of the matter is I LOVE being eccentric. My lack of confidence, in part, stems from trying to fit in. Wear the clothes other people wear and do the things other people do. I get to a saturation point and then it starts wearing me down. Even this weekend certain members of my extended family were saying 'I cannot possibly wear my wonderwoman converse out!' Err Yes I can and my multicoloured dress and turquoise blue leggings. I felt great!
Only if my self belief in my talents (yes I am struggling to call them that) could be so easily solved! Yes, this is why I flip-flop between projects. Why now I am concentrating on my writing, mainly.